My brain is a jumble. Let me clear it.
While I don't feel bad that I hate my cat, I feel bad admitting that I hate my cat.
I haven't got this kiln to work yet. And until I get it to work, I don't want to start any new pieces for fear of them sitting around for an undetermined amount of time in a fragile greenware state.
I want to play roller derby. I want more tattoos. I want to have a tea party. I want a rose garden. I want to move. I want to travel. I want to know if my hair is turning gray yet. I want to enjoy cooking & eating healthfully. I want to not gag on cold salads. I want some friends again.
I need to remind myself that I should have plenty of time to make most of these things happen, but I just do not work that way. All these things circle me and scream at me.
Last, but not least, I wholly endorse the Springpad app/website. It is very helpful when you have an insane amount of important things you want to remember to do. Like make alien terrariums.
