I am full of lose tonight. I am fairly certain that I used to be good at things. I haven't a scrap of ambition left. Anytime I feel it or get excited about something, it is immediately extinguished by a lack of finance, lack of mobility, or lack of confidence. I can't spend 6+ hours driving to skate. I can't travel. I can't afford classes.
I can't follow through on anything, anyway, since I know it would be mediocre at best. I envy people who seem to be good at everything. Hell, I would like to be really good at just one thing.
I can't follow through on anything, anyway, since I know it would be mediocre at best. I envy people who seem to be good at everything. Hell, I would like to be really good at just one thing.
